Monday, January 26, 2009

heypee birthday mum!

ayayay! teary-eyed agad ako..

today's her special day. i woke up, honestly, i didn't realize it right away, that today's the 27th. as much as possible, i would really like to spend this day with a smile..for her. i want to make her proud..kahit ngayon lang.kaya lang, i don't know how on earth i could possibly do it. i haven't studied anything because i got knocked up last night. i was about to go crazy, again.. i even cried at school for no reason(well, not really for no reason), but..yeah whatever! the point is, i'm still not in the mood.. haayy.. but, hhhmm.. bahala na. i'll just do my best in school (good luck sa finaman..hate that subject!)

dear mommy,

happy birthday! i don't really know what to say exactly. i just miss you so much.. i know i wasn't a good daughter to you. i always make you mad because of my behavior. i did nothing but to give you a lot of disappointments, but despite of all my imperfections, you still loved me, supported me, cared for me unconditionally. i just want you to know that you're the best mother a child could ever have.i just wish you're still here with us but i know you're happy with where you are now. i know, i don't usually say this to you but now, i'll say it anyway.. i love you! i love you so much mommy.

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