~at last, nakapag-post na ako ulit sa blog ko..hehe
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we all have problems, that's a fact, 'coz we're human. our life is a journey filled with lots of mysteries to be solved and dilemmas to be conquered. but as what I've said, we're only human, and at some point of our life, we encounter "something" that we cannot even describe as a simple problem but for us, it's a burden. we do everything just to win over our problems but in the end, all we feel is tiresome..to the point when all we want to do is give up and blame ourselves forever.
at 17, i, too, have faced lots of problems, but i never really cared because based on the optimistic side of my mind, A BRIGHT FUTURE LIES AHEAD JUST FOR ME! that was before, but as i grew older, my life's point-of-view changes. i make everything that happens to me a big deal that turns my petty confusions into a catastrophe. as a result, i am always problematic.. i am always stressed.. i am always thinking of killing myself to end this stupid life..
but, i realized, life maybe is unfair but i know it's a way of testing whose worthy.. worthy to be respected, to be looked up to and to be loved by everybody around us.. but it's not only that. it's a fact that our life will end one way or another.. but what we don't know is what comes after death.. as i have read a best selling book, PDL, i have learned a lot of things.. that death is not the end of our life, in fact, it's only the start of something new..our life in eternity. i really salute you, ralph warren for writing that amazing book.. it's really enlightening, especially for people like me, people with less hopes..
now, i am about to turn a year older.. another set of challenges will come my way but having the will and hope..and faith with me.. i know i can make it.. :)
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we all have problems, that's a fact, 'coz we're human. our life is a journey filled with lots of mysteries to be solved and dilemmas to be conquered. but as what I've said, we're only human, and at some point of our life, we encounter "something" that we cannot even describe as a simple problem but for us, it's a burden. we do everything just to win over our problems but in the end, all we feel is tiresome..to the point when all we want to do is give up and blame ourselves forever.
at 17, i, too, have faced lots of problems, but i never really cared because based on the optimistic side of my mind, A BRIGHT FUTURE LIES AHEAD JUST FOR ME! that was before, but as i grew older, my life's point-of-view changes. i make everything that happens to me a big deal that turns my petty confusions into a catastrophe. as a result, i am always problematic.. i am always stressed.. i am always thinking of killing myself to end this stupid life..
but, i realized, life maybe is unfair but i know it's a way of testing whose worthy.. worthy to be respected, to be looked up to and to be loved by everybody around us.. but it's not only that. it's a fact that our life will end one way or another.. but what we don't know is what comes after death.. as i have read a best selling book, PDL, i have learned a lot of things.. that death is not the end of our life, in fact, it's only the start of something new..our life in eternity. i really salute you, ralph warren for writing that amazing book.. it's really enlightening, especially for people like me, people with less hopes..
now, i am about to turn a year older.. another set of challenges will come my way but having the will and hope..and faith with me.. i know i can make it.. :)
