the men of my dreams..

1. jason castro♥
i don't know why i like him so much.. i adored him the first time i saw him on tv.. he's so cute and i somewhat loved his style in music., and the dreads?? awwwww!! so appealing.☺ also, he seems to have such a great personality and sense of humor. though di sya ganun nagshine during the remaining weeks of AI season 7, nothing changed.. still luveeeemm!! i hope umarangkada ang carrer nya since he also has a lot of fans..

2. rafel nadal♥
the "king of clay".. weeeee☺ the four-time roland garros champion since bjorn borg. hehehe.. i got so interested with him because of some reasons: he's good, no! i mean great in playing tennis. i always dreamt of learning how to play it good but i never succeded.. (kahit naging PE ko na sya), but rafa?? haaaayyyy.. he's one of the best. i want my future partner to be like him.. hehehe... next, he's got the attitude. some say that he's arrogant but that's not true. in fact i just read an article about him and i found out that he's humble, family-oriented and kind but it doesn't stop him from being ambitious.♥♥♥ want proof??

check this out: http://www.insidetennis.com/0608_french_open_nadal.html

third, he's got the looks.. syempre!.. he's so hot (lalo na pag basa na sya ng pawis☺) haaayyy.. especially with those hmmmm.. muscles! actually, i'm the only member of the family who likes him over roger f. yeah, RF is good, too (given that he's world no.1), but i know nadal will definitely have his chance in reaching the top. besides, being world no.2 isn't bad, ayt??☺

3. david cook♥
who wouldn't know him? the AI season 7 winner. the new hollywood rockstar. one of the most true and sincere contestants of AI ever (accdg to simon). and.. and.. AND.. the one who blew a lot of girls away with his version of mariah carey's "always be my baby" (i was one of them.hehe☺) aside from jason, he also caught my attention because of his aura in the stage whenever he performs. he's really got that style and attitude that makes me wanna listen and want more of him. honestly, i started going crazy about him on that mariah week. hehe.. i liked his other performances before, like billie jean and hello but listening to that extraordinary rendition of mariah's hit, i really had goosebumps..and from then on, i knew it!! i knew that he's the one, the american idol. hehe. david cook rocks♥♥♥i wish i could personally meet him and make him sing for me. bwahaha☺

4. chris evans♥
the body!! hehe.. for those who are not familiar with him (probabaly those who are not much of a movie addict), he's the human torch in fantastic 4. the brother of the invisible woman (jessica alba). i can't tell a lot of things about him, i just like him kasi he's super hawt! hehe

5. johnny depp♥
weeeehoooo!! i was intrigued when i first heard about him from my kuya manolito, he's considered as the "actors' actor" daw. that's why, i decided to watch his movies, starting from "charlie and the chocolate factory". i can't believe i'm gonna go gaga for this artist. as compared to the first four, he's way, way different. (but in a good way☺). he's really unique; in his style and really "beautifully weird" flick character roles. as i watch his movies, i realize how versatile he is. he can portray any role assigned to him and he really acts well.. waaaaaaaaaahhh!! i suuuuper love his movies, especially "pirates of the carribean 1-3". and he's cute, no wonder he's one of the sexiest men alive..hehe. but of course he looked better when he was younger (what's eating gilbert grape).hehehe.. and oh, i almost forgot, he can sing really well, too.(sweeney todd) haaayyy.. sooo talented!
oo nga pala, to the person who borrowed my johnny depp dvd (u knw hu u r), balik mo na sakin!! hmp!!☺

that's what we call LIFE..

~at last, nakapag-post na ako ulit sa blog ko..hehe

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we all have problems, that's a fact, 'coz we're human. our life is a journey filled with lots of mysteries to be solved and dilemmas to be conquered. but as what I've said, we're only human, and at some point of our life, we encounter "something" that we cannot even describe as a simple problem but for us, it's a burden. we do everything just to win over our problems but in the end, all we feel is tiresome..to the point when all we want to do is give up and blame ourselves forever.
at 17, i, too, have faced lots of problems, but i never really cared because based on the optimistic side of my mind, A BRIGHT FUTURE LIES AHEAD JUST FOR ME! that was before, but as i grew older, my life's point-of-view changes. i make everything that happens to me a big deal that turns my petty confusions into a catastrophe. as a result, i am always problematic.. i am always stressed.. i am always thinking of killing myself to end this stupid life..
but, i realized, life maybe is unfair but i know it's a way of testing whose worthy.. worthy to be respected, to be looked up to and to be loved by everybody around us.. but it's not only that. it's a fact that our life will end one way or another.. but what we don't know is what comes after death.. as i have read a best selling book, PDL, i have learned a lot of things.. that death is not the end of our life, in fact, it's only the start of something new..our life in eternity. i really salute you, ralph warren for writing that amazing book.. it's really enlightening, especially for people like me, people with less hopes..
now, i am about to turn a year older.. another set of challenges will come my way but having the will and hope..and faith with me.. i know i can make it.. :)

my first blog.. hehe..

'em so happy coz i already have my blog.. hehe.. la lang..